...i got bruises on my heart...

layers

2005-09-25T00:39:47Z

Haven't updated in forever.

Summer was fun.
Ups and Downs.
Lots of changes, mostly good.

- Went to Summerfest and saw Gavin DeGraw
- Went to Six Flags
- Got into my first semi-car accident with a 2 foot cement block, no car damages
- Been playing golf, the season ended on Friday, it was a fun and good season this year
- Saw about 8-10 movies this summer
- Went to the Fox Point Pool whenever it was blazingly hot outside to tan
- Went camping
- Went to the Wisconsin Dells
- Got a whole new room from IKEA
- Got my first job and I quit because people there are idiots, but I'm going to start working there again in June
- The OC is awesome
- Degrassi starts next Friday I think
- Went camping with my cousins and all of their friends, parrrtaayy
- Had alot of sleepovers
- I broke my toe
- Went shopping alot

and more stuff that I dont want to share

filedwthemotion @ 2005-05-10T18:10:00

2005-05-10T23:07:15Z

filedwthemotion @ 2005-05-05T18:08:00

2005-05-05T23:06:03Z

Bleh
I feeel so sick
I've been sick since Tuesday
and tomorow I have to go to school no matter what even if I feel sick.

I'm excited about OC tonight cause I know what happens already on "The Return Of The Nana"..

TREY TRYS TO RAPE MARISSA! like what the fuck? he's crazy. and we are not sure if she tells ryan or not. summer kisses zach. kristen kisses that guy. and the nana has a new boyfriend whos trying to take her money.

Going to see "House Of Wax" on friday!

filedwthemotion @ 2005-04-25T18:30:00

2005-04-25T23:27:53Z

I got my drivers liscense!

Yay!

I thought for sure I failed after I said you should turn the wheels left on downhill, after I wrote on my arm and repeated in my head so many times DOWNHILL=RIGHT.

But I only got -4,
she said I did an excellent job.

:)

california here we come

2005-04-23T05:04:20Z

The OC was amazing first season, each episode was full of emotion.
But this season it's fizzled, a lot.
I still will watch it each week and love it but I dont know.
Last week's episode was good but
if Trey and Marissa hook up I am not watching it anymore.
Ryan and Marissa finally get it fucking together and now thats it.
That always happens.
But than in the previews I saw Summer punching Zack? crazy.
Than I saw Zack kissing Reed but it looked like Summer. Hmm.

But oh snap....

Oliver is suppose to come back for the season finale and there is going to be a funeral! (uh - oh)

Anna should come back for a little while, she won't, but I wish.

filedwthemotion @ 2005-04-22T23:41:00

2005-04-23T04:38:42Z

But, I cannot forget
Refuse to regret
Somehow I met you and
Take my breath away
Like everyday
Worth all of the pain that
I've gone through

filedwthemotion @ 2005-04-22T23:33:00

2005-04-23T04:31:49Z

so the maroon 5 concert was fan-fucking-tastic!
this bitch girl behind me passed out, it was really funny cause she kept falling on this girl in front of her and than her friend had to carry her out when she was still passsed out.
than diana spilled water on my cell phone and its ruined, my dads pisssed off!
the opening band "The Thrills" were good, I only knew 2 songs cause they were on The OC.

anyways the concert was
good, very good, well, amazing, fantastic, orgasimc, nice, awesome, the coolest

yeah good concert can't wait to go to the next one
already counting down the days

cant you tell im hyper/bored

filedwthemotion @ 2005-04-22T17:07:00

2005-04-22T22:04:03Z

maroon 5 in 1 hour and 30 min

if diana wakes up from her nap
mehhhh! haha

filedwthemotion @ 2005-03-31T23:42:00

2005-04-01T05:41:21Z

TOMOROW going to Florida

yay!

today was fun
went tanning
went to dinner with diana, anna, and nicole
than we went to stephs house

good fun :)

well i'm gonna miss everyone

filedwthemotion @ 2005-03-25T19:55:00

2005-03-26T03:56:55Z

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filedwthemotion @ 2005-03-24T20:45:00

2005-03-25T04:45:52Z

1. Who am I?
2. What's my best quality?
3. What do I need to brush up on?
4. Who is most important to me?
5. What is most important to me?
6. Name a band/song/album/book/movie/painting/essay/haiku/ingredient list/recipe/other composition that you feel has a connection to me.
7. What's your favorite thing about me?
8. What's your least favorite thing about me?
9. When you see me, how do I look?
10. Sum me up in a sentence.
11. What should I remove from my life?
12. What should I get out of life?
13. What do you think I'm trying to get out of life?
14. Make me a wish.
15. What's my favorite color?
16. What's your favorite color?

filedwthemotion @ 2005-03-18T19:25:00

2005-03-19T01:24:32Z

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim

'All hail the heartbreaker'

filedwthemotion @ 2005-03-18T19:23:00

2005-03-19T01:20:09Z

14 MORE DAYS

so my NCAA picks are doing alright so far
woohoo

filedwthemotion @ 2005-02-28T19:50:00

2005-03-01T01:47:04Z

32 more days

filedwthemotion @ 2005-02-27T15:18:00

2005-02-27T21:15:25Z

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best reminds me of you.

[05] Put this in your journal

filedwthemotion @ 2005-02-18T23:17:00

2005-02-19T05:14:22Z

so my birthday was good
steph threw me a surprise party which was FUN :)

went to the ryan cabrera concert on my b-day
it was really fun and he was good live
the opening acts were pretyy amazing

and i got a pink mini ipod and other stuff

today went to the play
it was pretty good

filedwthemotion @ 2005-02-15T15:09:00

2005-02-15T21:06:35Z

its my sweet sixteen

:D

filedwthemotion @ 2005-01-27T20:37:00

2005-01-28T02:34:29Z
Ask five questions anonymously.

Any five, or, four, three, two, one.

No matter how personal, private, or random.

I have to answer them honestly.
I have to answer them all.
I won't get angry or go through deep measures to figure out who you are.

In turn, you post this message in your own journal;
& you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

filedwthemotion @ 2005-01-26T20:36:00

2005-01-27T02:34:37Z
exams aren't that bad this year
its just boring and stupid

hmm..

went to bayshore with nicole today
i bought two books and some underwear
and she saw this guy who had "hot lips"
so i was gonna go up to him and say "that my friend over there thought that his top lip matched PERFECTLY with his bottom"
but he was with his mom the whole time.

tomorow lifeguarding exam

easssyy!

go take a drink and lie to me some more

filedwthemotion @ 2005-01-21T16:12:00

2005-01-21T22:10:01Z
how come i never hear you say . . .
"I just wanna be with you"
i guess you never felt that way . . .

filedwthemotion @ 2005-01-09T19:28:00

2005-01-10T01:26:52Z
so went to hannahs house for her birthday party, her bedroom is like right out of an ikea magazine and its so pretty its awesome.
we hung out in her basement and played 20 questions,
than we played this one game forgot what it was called, but I love that game its so MUCH FUN! I got prettiest eyes, best lips, best legs, pretty hair, MOST LIKELY TO FUCK RYAN OF THE OC(hell yes), most likely to fuck a rockstar, dumb blonde, and all this other crazy stuff and than some people gave me most liekly to commit suicide, hang themselves and to have an eating disorder, that was weird but whatever.

we played 'SHOUT' love that game, best ever.
than diana left
then we got bored so me and nicole were acting out plays and i was being a Sex Therapist and readng out loud of of these sex books.
than we played HIDE AND GO SEEK in the dark, that was scary and fun,
me and anna had some good hiding places,
and i was clusmy and tripped into a table and i got a big bruise and scar on my leg
than we talked alot alot alot,
and fell asleep 'round 3amish

woke up went to IKEA in Illinois with my family, went shopping, went to the KRISPY KREME FACTORY, love that place. bought some stuff, my cousin called me to go ice skating with her and the homies but i have to babysit tonight. and I totally lost all of my voice, I can hardly say 2 words without coughing, and my voice is just crazy right now its like gone.

went sledding and snowboarding with nicole bout 2 times
so far its beeen amazing!!!
we got so many bruises from thsoe jumps, hahaha
we were there last thursday for 2 1/2 hours, and today for 4 hours almost.

filedwthemotion @ 2005-01-01T01:07:00

2005-01-01T07:04:53Z
HAPPY NEW YEARS!

went to my cousins party, haha that was CRAZY, but it was really fun!

filedwthemotion @ 2004-12-30T23:44:00

2004-12-31T05:40:58Z
Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

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~~1. Breaking my back just to know your name~~

2. I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the answer
Do you want me too?

3. Your tired words are so lame
Yeah, I'd walk away
Surely I would walk away
If I wasn't such a sucker for you

4. I want to get you in the backseat,
Windows up, thats the way you like to fuck
Fogged up, Clog alert

5. Dance with me
Just let me rock you
Till the break of day
Dance with me

6. You may look at me and think that I'm
Just a young girl
But I'm not just a young girl.

7. And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah

8. It's the way that he makes you cry,
It's the way that he's in your mind

9. Your the one I want to chase
Your the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste

10. Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure

11. Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Tryin' to find a hand to hold

12. Love me, Love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me
Love me, love me,
I know that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you

13. You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do know
Cause I want you back

14. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy

15. I don't know if you'll forgive me
For being so blind to how you felt
Don't ask me why I couldn't see it

16. Their's weight on your mind
And I want to know the truth
That this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

17. Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips

~~18. Hi! My name is.. (what?) My name is.. (who?)~~

19. You had me crawlin' so bad
Had me heels over head
You had me easy

20. Their's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming
Cause your blinded from the start

21. You come crash into to me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream

22. Why do you build me up? Buttercup baby
Just to let me down
And mess me around

23. One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue
'Cause if you want love
We'll make it

24. I got the X
If you into taking drugs
I'm into having sex
I ain't into making love
So come give me a hug if you into getting rubbed

25. Your a touch overrated
Your a lush and I hate it

im attached to you

2004-12-22T03:28:14Z
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps f a l l i n g faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
it's time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me

on the way down

2004-12-11T05:09:01Z
so today was meh
alright i guess
went over to nicoles and hannah was there too we chilled
and watched DEGRASSI which was amazing
but next friday is the season finale they always have the weirdest seasons its so annoying

than went to drivers ed and i had to drive on the freeway at 8pm in the rain and it was kind of scary but whatever, than this other guy elan from WFB or some other school maybe drove after me and gave me a ride home

and now mayfair tomorow

so fuck you
and your untouchable face